became preciouS

Precious pearls and diamonds still steam from my bed
She's walking through my weary head
Burning deep inside

I lay here
Clinging to her sense in apprehension
Longing through another night

I became stoned so long ago
Oneness of mind, body, and soul
I spat in the faces of simplistic diseases
Once such a beautiful goal
But your visions are now simply monochrome

The dance of the diseased
Expelling feelings like stinking dirt
dribbling down the wall
Homonoids
Asexual
How can I alienate myself
to this degree
I cannot believe that you're all
so fucking blind
Why don't you feel the freezing paranoia

Come see the vision I've seen
Come walk the places I've been
Please!
Come rape me
disgrace my dream
seriousnesS...?

The morning brings more fading sunshine
It brings more patterns
Only when you shine
through the algebra of the comming day
Will I once again
stumble and find my way
This is no illusion
This is a story of mine
But in this night I am alone
No longer protected by reflecting chrome
In this night the thoughts of Laine "the paranoid" roam

Will I destroy her?