My soldier

I should have been a soldier
I should have fought a war
I should've let him slaughter me
My enemy
My only true friend
Never betraying me
Just doing his job
While releasing my soul
While helping me find peace
All as a by-product
I should have been a soldier
I should’ve been dead

My (colder) soldier

I should have been a soldier
I should have fought a war
I should’ve let him slaughter me
My enemy
Just doing his job
My only true friend
Never betraying me
All as a by-product
I should have been a soldier
I should’ve been dead

My (cyber) soldier

I should have been a soldier
I should have fought a war
I should’ve let him waste me
My only true friend
My enemy
Just doing his job
Never disappointing me
While cutting my chemical lifeline of choice
While killing the mumbling digital noise
All as a by-product
I should have been a soldier
I should’ve been dead